Seminars attended made me feel like board exams is really nearing..
and I still got a lot to learn and acomplish before I can take the boards.
all I do is eat chocolate sandwiches and play D.O.T.A.
I feel like am not preparing at all.
I don’t know how to start, but what I know is
"I Should Start NOW"
Heto nanaman ang aking pinaka kinakatakutang 3 month kill.
nung bago pa may 3 months naghahanda na ako para hindi na maulit yung mga dati..
ngayon 3 months na ulit, hindi ko alam anung mangyayari.
Kaya bago mag start yung "3" nag impok na ako.
Kaya ko pala…ü
kaya nilagnat na din ako….
How can we earn one’s trust?
Akala ko everything can be earned through hardwork, perseverance, and honesty.
Now, am not sure….
I feel like drowning in my schedule,
dami ginagawa, dami appointments…
i feel old, i really need to rest,
am getting back to my exercise regimen, though i failed to accomplish that today, tutuloy ko bukas.ü
tommorow back to hospital work, kaya siguro ako napapgod kasi yung mga kasama ko tamad, kakainis lang pagsabihan,
hahayaan ko na lang yung rules ang tumira sa kanila.
peace lover tayo eh.
dati’y tuyo, ngayo’y puno
san nanggaling, nakakapuwing
di mawari at makapili
madaming kulay, iba’t ibang bagay
pero gabi’y madilim, malungkot pa rin..
seems that am looking for something lost or maybe just maybe wala talagang ganun
im doing my best to be what i should, yet no good harvesting happening
maybe its just me thinking and not being patient.
t’was a regular busy day for me until around 11am.
I was in the ever popular jeepney when a man asked the jeep to stop and go down.
When he was about to go down he reached for my bag and told me to give it to him for he cant snatch the bag for i was holding it tightly. I then wind my arm and was readying myself to punch him out when he unleashed a knife from his back pocket and said
"ibigay mo na bag mo! kung hindi sasaksakin kita! x2 (he said it twice).
Passengers riding with me we afraid and moved swifty to the driver side and shouted
"ibigay mo na! ibigay mo na!"
I was thinking if i wont give my bag i might get stabbed, though the hospital is just about a hundred meters away i dont want to get stabbed, i also thought "first aider ako ah, sino mag fi-first aid sakin? Paano yun?" (comedy ako magisip kabado eh!)
I handded him my ever precious, ever wonderful, full of sentimental value hedgren pouch bag. 
All of my things were in the bag, 2 cellphones, wallet, money, grocery cards, credit cards, gaming cards, discount cards, calling cards, membership cards ..(dami ko cards noh?) lalagyan ng barya, barya, separate money (separate diba pero nasa bag din, hahah!) imporatnt papers, school documents, pictures and kikay kit
:.(
Bakit kaya ganun, kung hindi mo hinahanap madami
kapag naghahanap ka wala ka nang makita.
Where have they gone?
wishing i have all the answers to my questions
wishing i always know what to do
wishing i dont mind things
wishing i can do everything perfectly
wishing for myself a lot of thinking of TONS of things i encounter
hope i see that other star soon…
and i cant stop thinking
maA week has passed in my new school, nothing new is happening, havent met any new interesting people. i made new friends but thats all. Unlike dati pag new school daming sobrang new, ngayon ganun parin pero different environment lang. same people hahhaha!
Medyo magulo pa sectioning namin, yun lang ang prob.
Earlier may exam kami sana mataas ako, gusto ko maging highest for a change, unnlike dati grades na average lang. Nagtrriger ata nito yung 1st quiz namin 2 kaming highest. (kahit na team effort yun; 2 heads sumasagot sa 1 quiz "nagkopyahan")ngayon hindi na ako kuntento sa average grades, gusto ko pang dl na
NEW GOAL!
Lagi na lang transfer nang transfer, buti na lang sanay na ako sa pag ayos ng papers, (VETERAN transferee na ako).
Mahirap… lagi may iniiwan, at least laging may bago.. sana maganda ang door na nag open.
